Monday, April 23rd, 2007
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12:00 am
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a little while i was going to post something, a reaction.
there's really not much point, is there?
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Wednesday, March 21st, 2007
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10:46 pm
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Thursday, January 25th, 2007
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12:59 am
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Our last kiss had the flavor of tabacco
a bitter and painful scent
at this time tomorrow, I wonder where you'll be ?
I wonder who you'll be thinking of ?
you are always gonna be my love
even if someday I fall in love with someone else
I'll remember to love, you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
now still a sad love song
until I can sing a new song.
making time which has come to a standstill move again
there are so many things I don't want to forget
tomorrow at this time, surely I'll be crying.
I'll probably be thinking of you.
You will always be inside my heart
Cause I have a place there just for you
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Now still a sad love song,
until I can sing a new song.
current mood:  gloomy
current music: utada hikaru - first love
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Friday, January 12th, 2007
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11:42 am
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what part of a history's reinvented and underrugswept?
what part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
what with this distance it seems so obvious
current music: utada hikaru - can you keep a secret?
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Monday, November 20th, 2006
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2:17 am
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Wednesday, October 18th, 2006
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11:25 pm
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have heart, akira.
i'd like to join the party in kicking his ass, too.
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Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
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8:28 pm
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akira,
you have helped me in hard times so i'll come out of my sulk to say so.
you are beautiful and i care for you, and it hurts me to see like this.
if you need me for anything, anything, even if its just to talk, im here.
please be strong.
love,
raven
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Monday, July 18th, 2005
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1:02 am
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so i get jealous sometimes.
current mood:  jealous
current music: summer rain -- yuki kimura
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Friday, July 8th, 2005
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3:59 am
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Thursday, July 7th, 2005
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11:35 pm
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if you forget about me, does that mean i don't exist anymore?
current mood: lonely
current music: the promise -- when in rome
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Monday, May 23rd, 2005
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9:19 am
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i knew i'd be forgotten.
current mood: jealous
current music: mytyl [mirai no kuni] -- daisuke asakura
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Monday, February 14th, 2005
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1:20 pm - v-day
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happy valentine's day baby.
i figure instead of chocolate i'll wear something cute.
or maybe nothing at all. ^_^
current mood:  cheerful
current music: namistai -- bt
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Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
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1:37 am
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i feel insignificant.
i know it's hard. i know it's hard for you to be here.
but it's not fair. they both forgot me.
current mood: crushed
current music: celtic trance -- dagda
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Thursday, December 30th, 2004
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8:17 pm
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Monday, December 6th, 2004
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2:40 am
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so tonite has not been good.
i think the worst part was, i wasnt into it either. but i'm starving. the hunger has nothing to do with sexual desire sometimes. the less energy i have, the more its on my mind. and i can't find the phone with the number in it i need to call.
na i love you please don't be so mad at yourself.
i hate being controlled like this. it seems the harder i try to let go of it the more it grips onto me. i just wish i could be normal.
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Sunday, November 14th, 2004
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12:52 pm
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sometimes you can't give some one what they want, and it makes them angry.
desire denied is a scary thing.
current mood: gloomy
current music: touched -- vast
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Thursday, November 4th, 2004
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2:53 pm
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if you dont like me, if im annoying and embarrassing, why didnt you just say so.
i wont bother you anymore, kay?
current mood: disappointed
current music: satellite -- bt
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Monday, November 1st, 2004
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7:47 am
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i want to be somebody.
i thought you wanted to, too.
current mood: sad
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Wednesday, October 27th, 2004
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9:30 am
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actually, i counted wrong. today issa my birthday! i wanted to wear something sparkly on my head but the school ppl really suck and i know they'll say no.
noriko and seki are gonna take me out shopping and for dinner. i'm excited!
current mood: happy
current music: fall into me -- micro
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Thursday, October 21st, 2004
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10:42 pm - birfday
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heeey, next friday (as in the one after this not this one) it's gonna be my birthday! i'm turning 15! i don't want anything for my birthday, except maybe new clothes. and make up. and accessories. and anything faerie related. those are all nice things, but i don't need them! i just want some loooove for my birthday, you know what i mean? ^__________^
current mood: excited
current music: cocaine -- dj tiesto
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